I'm at home sitting in my room
Tryna come up with every excuse
Sitting engulfed by my phone
Why'd I suddenly feel so alone?
I want to get up but I can't stand
Looking for something to fill this space
Pins and needles in my brain
Some thoughts just don't go away

I just want to go out
You make me feel so dark
But I don't wanna miss out
I don't wanna go out
To be on the sidelines
But I don't wanna miss out

I see photos of your fun
Looking back is tired eyes
Would've been great if you were there
Would've been nice if you had cared
Jealousy's taking over my brain
Did everything to try and fit in
Acting different with all your friends
Is that something you can't amend?

I just want to go out
You make me feel so dark
But I don't wanna miss out
I don't wanna go out
To be on the sidelines
But I don't wanna miss out

I just want to go out
You make me feel so dark
But I don't wanna miss out
I don't wanna go out
To be on the sidelines
But I don't wanna miss out